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from Miran

formikebitchzhou — Mon, 14 Sep 2009 20:00:19 +0000

Have you guys ever felt heartbreak to the point of madness? to the point where you don’t want to eat because you constantly have no sense of appetite? to the point of insomnia (you can’t sleep cause the most emo thoughts are running through your head)? to the point where your chest physically hurts? to the point where you’re constantly on the verge of tears? to the point where you’d rather have swine so you can concentrate on how fucking sick you are instead of all this emotional hurt and pain?

I keep trying to force myself to be happy, or find something that makes me happy. It’s there sometimes, but for a very short period of time. I wish it lasted longer and started to cancel out the sad parts.

Miss you guys.

<3Miran

from Mike

formikebitchzhou — Tue, 30 Jun 2009 20:12:00 +0000

Starving

since i only work 3-4 hours during my daily 9-5 at the lab, i end up with a lot of time on my hands to read random stuff on the internet. i’m not even interested in a lot of the stuff i read (history of fung wah bus), and most of it isn’t all that relevant to my day to day life (names of Wondergirls). Two weeks ago though, i started reading up on this diet that promised more muscle with less fat – generally unheard of outside of steroids.

i was about half a month into trying to slim down in time for a six-pack by July 1st (partial fail), and wasn’t eating all that many carbs anyway, so i figured why not.

a week and a half in, i can honestly say that i’d never been so weak at the gym, so strong at the gym, so hungry for carbs, so deathly ill of carbs, so miserable, exhausted, fulfilled, and energized all in 10 days. to keep it simple, the diet is cyclical – the first part of the week i eat minimal carbs and the latter part i binge eat carbs. there’s science behind this, i swear.

the first part of the week was awful. coupled with three straight days at the gym, the low carb portion of the week drained me to the point of dreading the stairs of the subway. i really had every intention of updating this thing at work last wednesday to show off what a crackhead i am and what ridiculous diet i dug out of some siberian death camp. i decided against it though as i was 4 hours late for work after passing out after my morning run. in short the first part of this cycle really really sucks, but with respite (carbs) in sight i decided to at least finish off the week before complaining.

i really love carbs. i love how easy pasta is to prepare and i love how rice goes with everything…so naturally i was a little shocked when i came down with a COLD on thursday in 80 degree weather – a day after i ate a box of pasta and a bunch of 69. i really hated carbs on this day. magically though, i had my strongest day at the gym of my life on friday and absent any signs of the cold. really fucking interesting.

i’m pretty glad i didn’t end up updating on friday after the gym, since right now i’m back to being pretty miserable on low carbs again. the results though have been very good and as promised. overall despite all the bitching i’m pretty thrilled with this diet.

in other news, i’m heading up to boston for a day and a half with christine for our one year, so congrats to us for that. after, i’m going home to go to virginia for the 4th with family and family friends. also, i’d like to congratulate flash for finishing a handle of russov last night, very impressive.

hope everyone has a nice independence day, go america!

from melody -

formikebitchzhou — Thu, 18 Jun 2009 08:56:11 +0000

since i’m high and @home, figured i might as well write something on here tooo-

story of the day:

my parents are usually gone during the day cuz they work, so i figured i’d invite my bf over to do…whatever. AHHA anyways we end up drinking my parent’s alcohol and.. doing other stuff, etc. then we clean up everything and he leaves. my parents come home and….. it turns out i left the condom wrapper(like the part holding the condom) ON THE BEDSTAND OF MY MOM’S BED. cuz….. we did it on my parent’s bed. AHHHHHHHHHHHH. AND THEY FOUND IT & FLIPPED OUT.

i am so fucked.

my life is over.

just thought i’d let you guys know. HAHA okbye<3

formikebitchzhou — Wed, 17 Jun 2009 18:25:21 +0000

a microcosm of life at flash’s house:

i go to sleep at a socially acceptable hour to rest up for work while housemates are out, i wake up for work with a sharpie’d “F” on the side of my face

mike told me to.

formikebitchzhou — Wed, 17 Jun 2009 07:49:17 +0000

All that is important enough to document about today is…

My brother, my mom, and I had a conversation about how disgusting butt sex was.
&also I am in detox til thursday. Waldorf makes me so un-alcoholic. I like it.

the end.

-miran

formikebitchzhou — Tue, 16 Jun 2009 21:40:56 +0000

lessons learned from drinking on thursday:

- plans to drink after a 2 hour commute probably always ends in everyone passing out

- open-toed shoes are a sign of my immaturity

- i should either a) not drink so much or b) not try to workout while hungover ever again

- i should talk less because i do not remember suggesting this communal blog at all

lessons NOT learned from drinking on thursday

- how my phone is shot after not dropping it at all

- why i woke up with mad teddybears around me

about to leave work,

mike

for mike zhou

formikebitchzhou — Tue, 16 Jun 2009 15:33:37 +0000

This was all mike’s idea, I’m just following through.

So just blog about what you guys are up to and all that jazz.

The password is mikezhou

<3miran

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